disturbedgrl5

03:28 pm: 06:40 pm: WHAT IF....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your live journal/ xanga and see what I say about you?

07:15 pm: About you
Name: Danielle Marie
Age: 15
Hair color: redish brown
Eye color: bluish green

Favorites:
Color: Black and white, together
Band: Dashboard, Green day, Soco..idk theres to many
Song: Hands Down
Quote: Once one door closes another opens often you spend so much time staring at the closed door you fail to see another has opened
Lyric: do you worry that your not liked how long till you break your happy cuz you smile but how much can you fake
Movie: Donnie Darko
Friend: Maggy
Sport: Cross country
Car: Mustang
Actress: Sandra Bullock
Actor: Jake Gyllenhall
Religion: Catholic I guess
Book: Same as it never was
Subject in school: English- when I lived in olean, now I just kinda hate school
Fruit: kiwi
Ex Boyfriend: James, I miss him,

Who was the last person you:
Hugged: shawn
Kissed: max?
Dated: max
High five: haha I have no clue
Watched a movie with: Emily
Were jealous of: Kellie
Missed: Jw, or Hillary
Wanted: David
Talked to on the phone: Julie
Talked to on AIM: Glenn
Smoked with: I don’t anymore
Drank with: I don’t anymore
Laughed at: Shawn

Do you:
Smoke: not anymore
Drink: not anymore
Dance on ddr!
Sing: never
Shower: when it rains
Listen to your friends advice: rarely

What was the last
Movie you watched: American pie
Thing you ate: toothpaste, I didn’t really eat it but I can taste it in my mouth
Song you heard: knocking on heavens door
Sport you played: Cross Country
Game you played: Minesweeper
Person you had to your house
Who’s house did you last go to: Emily

Which ________ Describes you?
Movie: Return to Oz
Song: Good news- something corporate
Color: yellow
Drug: Pot
Quote: Sometimes I wish I could just fast forward thru time to see if it is all worth it in the end…or it only rains on people who create the storms
Lyric: so heres your holiday, hope you enjoy it this time

Which of your friends is:
Shyest: stephany
Nicest: Hillary
Happiest: Emily
Depressed: Maggy
The biggest druggie: Glenn
Most favorite to be around: Julie and Hillary
Lest favorite to be around: don’t have one
Prettiest: Hillary
Has the best hair: Maggy
Has the most friends: Iris

Random questions:
Who do you want: Josh (hah no one knows which one cuz thers so many you lose)
Where do you want to live when you are older: Boston
Where do you want to go to college: Boston
Will you ever go back to your home town: Olean I will, I’ll never come back to bloomfield
What movie star would you want to meet: Johnny Depp
Want to spend the rest of your life with: My dog

06:40 pm: WHAT IF....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your live journal/ xanga and see what I say about you?

08:05 pm: fuck you stupid fucking bloomfield

thank you thank you so much for telling on me and getting me sent back to rehab, because you "care so much about me" i dont fucking care if your my best frined and you love me so much i hope you fucking die and whoever you are do me a favor and never talk to me again and i swear to god if i do ever find out who you are i will not ever give you the time of day again, you stupid fuck did u think i was going to kill myself smoking pot. how fucking gay.

11:15 am: thats defentaly not true

SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

04:23 am: how many of the following songs can you name?
1. hey mad did you get some, man that is so dumb
2. forget your dumb friends i know what they say they tell you im difficult but so are they
3. love was when i loved you one true time i hold you
4. everytime we lie awake after every hit we take
5. making friends with shadows on my wall
6. i give her all that i have to give
7. what if i told you that your a stupid whore
8. i've seen more guts in 11 year old kids
9. we talked all night, tried to make it right
10. hope dangles on a string
11. mr bush says i'm your president i've got lots to say hey hey hey
12. from up here the city lights burn like 1000 miles of fire
13. stop collabrate and listen
14. take a look to the sky just before you die
15. i blame my father for all the wasted years, we hardly talked
16. what does it take to be a superhero in my world
17. we all live in a yellow submarine
18. sing with me sing for the year sing for the laughter sing for the tear
19. somebody told me that you had a boyfriend that looked like a girlfriend
20. as we say goodbye and go underground or up toward the sky
21. decisions made from desperation no way to go
22. is it worth it can you even hear me standing with you spotlight on me not enoguh to feed the hungry
23. i've run as fast as i can run ive pushed as hard as anyone still theres nothing for me
24. its been a long year since you've been gone
25. and i cant i cant pick up the pieces


so how good are you?

08:22 pm: its 8:30 and i havnt talked to max all day :-(
i guess david and laurn are actually going out now, thats gool i guess. idk i dont really care anymore he could give to shits about me..

i'm going out with max..again but idk this time something feels different cuz the last couple of times we have gone out i have been like oh i want someone else or something like a gay little bitch that i am and now i cant stop thinking about him i was at julies yesterday and i was like i need to call max and i have to see max and idk this time it feels different like i miss not talking to him and i miss not being with him, things are going to be right this time i know it.

julies house was amazing it was a totally sxe night! yea i have been sober guys! score for me, my parents randomly piss tested me on friday i'll pass tho cuz i havnt smoked people have inhaild and kissed me but and they have baked around me but i dont think that should effect it. i hope.

RAH i hate being talked about behind my back its fucking retarded like all you stuipd 9th graders with maturity levels of 6th grade girls(no not you melanie) idk most people probably know.

i need to shave my legs again cuz i missed a spot earlier tehe

julie and i have been getting pretty close lately idk i tell her alot of stuff i think she is one of my best friends now, were just like idk we fit

08:57 pm: Stupid ugly ass hole crack head, fucking die

09:49 pm: laura is my hero, idk why well i knew but i forgot, yea i'm really tired so i'm going to go to bed night nigt

09:28 pm: i'm listening to the song you sung at your concert the song that i got you to love, the song on the cd i gave you. the song that i stayed at my dads house just to hear you sing. the song you did an amazing job singing. i am always thinking about you, i think that when i have a child i want him to be just like you. from the words sung by you" near far whereever you are i believe that the heart does go on once more you open the door and your here in my heart and my heart will go on and on" i love you so much tyler and i never want you to forget that. ever. everytime i go to olean i make it my top pritority to see you. this last time i took you to a hockey practice and helped you drink hot chocolate, i love you and your blonde hair and your blue eyes and how u sang for me last weekend, only me, and how you used to come watch my run my races and how ever since you were little you wanted to be just like me and i got pissed, but i'm sorry i'm sorry for ever getting mad at you i'm norry for everything i've ever done to hurt your feelings, as i sit here and listen to this song i picture you and everything we've done together, i sat through barney moves with you like i sit through teletubbie movies with josh, you named your fish after me. danielle one and danielle 2. please dont leave us yet, we need you, we all need you

02:54 pm: my brother is somehow getting intomy journal so i am changing the website i use and then everyone will have to either have me on their friends list or have my page saved...if u know any different sites tell me

08:03 pm: 1. who are your best friends? Maggy Laura Iris Hillary
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
3. longest relationship?: David...i think
4. how many actual relationships have you been in?: 4 ones that count
5. how many people have you kissed? um, i dont know
6. are you shy around your crush?: no
7. still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with?:of course
8. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: i dont think we know what love is yet
9. would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends?: of course,
10. where is your favorite place to shop?: wheree-ver
2. have any tattoos or piercings?:ears(pierced not tattooed.)
3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: pj pants
4. what is a must have accessory?: my necklace?
5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?:too much
7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: courtney?
8. who is the least fashionable person you know?:someone who doesnt care
9. do you match your belt with your hair color?:well my hair is dark brown/black at the moment and i wear alot of black belts, but i dont do it just cuz they have to match
10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: some shirt that was like flary
11. what are you wearing right now?:black pants and a read canandaigua hoodie
12. how many pairs of shoes do you own?:like 3..
13. what is the worst trend you see today?: hehe guys wearing benie visor hats, they look gay

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs? sometimes
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: thermasilk
3. what are you most scared of?:getting caught again
4. what are you listening to right now?: brand new
5. who was the last person that called you?i have no idea, maybe iris
6. where do you want to get married?: in the woods
7. how many buddies are online right now?:idk i dont feel like looking
8. what would you change about yourself?: hair
9. what are essentials in your life?: sleep, friends
10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be?: graduate early
11. what nationality are you?: alot
12. do you send out holiday cards each year?:i dont think i've ever seen them but ik my mom does

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given someone a bath? kids i babysat for
2. smoked?: dpeneds on what it is
bungee jumped?:i wanna
5. skinny dipped?:nope
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hah it worked to
7. cried when someone died? of course
8. fallen for your best friend?:yes
9. been rejected?:yes
10. rejected someone?:yea
11. used someone?:yea :-/...
12. been used?:yea
^that was kick ass with all those yes’.
c u r r e n t
1. hair: messy wind styled
2. music: brand new
3. make-up: none
4. annoyance:no lighter
5. scent:my nose is stuffed up
6. favorite artist: Dashboad
7. favorite group:greenday/ brandnew
8. desktop picture: social distortion
9. book you're reading: none
10. cd in player: Answered above
11. dvd in player: revenge of the nerds
12. color of toenails:red

c h a n u k k a h | w i s h | l i s t
1.to not be a jew... haha wait I’m not

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01.Danielle
02.Dannie
03.Dizzle
(the ones I’ll respond to at least)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01.danastasia8
02.disturbedgrl550
03.cauti0nspeedbump

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01.um idk
02.....
03.......
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. face
02. meanness
03. whoreish...not really

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. Roman Catholics.
02. irish
03. blue eyes


THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01.stupid people
02.mrs berliniski
03. why i never listen to iris's advice

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01.boys
02.not having a lighter
03.Dumb people.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01.scary movies alone
02. getting caught
03. Failing at life... haha scary thought at least

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. food
02.sleep
03.pot
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01.stripped shirt
02.black pants
03.hoodie

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01.movies
02.cd's
03.books

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. oh man
02.dude
03.high
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
01.Rxbandits
02.Brand New
03.SUblime

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
01.all of brand news
02. ice ice baby
03. wrong way
04. herion or suicide

three people YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01.Laura
02.Hillary
03.trailer park people

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. theres funny
02.same intrests
03.they always know what’s best to do

LAST THREE RELATIONSHIPS:
01.charles...kinda
02.max...ehh
03.David..fucking ass

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
or the things I wish I had
01.communication
02. common interrests
03.love

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01.hair
02.personality
03.eyes
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01.dance
02.sing
03.eat meat

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01.smoking
02. with my friends
03. with my flavor of the week

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01.weed
02.austin
03.people not to hate me

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01.law/real estate
02.journalist
03.PT
NAME THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01.Australia
02.Seattle
03.boston

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01.Get married
02.Have a successful career
03. pee really bad right now

02:33 pm: this is now a friends only journal, so if u make/ have an account i will be happy to add your name to my friends list. please contact me if u have any concerns

02:09 pm: someone give me some good songs to listen to..please

03:40 pm:

 

 

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me

so wont you kill me so i die happy my

 

were safe in here from all the stupid questions, hey did u get some? man that is so dumb

05:08 pm: i spend x-mas in bloomfield and i plan on going to my dads house as soon as i can. yea

idk

06:52 am: maybe i do let people walk all over me, maybe i shouldnt take it anymore, courtney has been a really good friend but she has fucked me over quite a few times. i don't know how many times i can forgive and forget, she doesnt need me anyway, she has the other danielle, shes always been her best friend, and i have my best friends hil, iris, laura, maggy, i need to talk to maggy again i miss her in mad amounts.

this new years i am starting over. new year clean slate. no one i had before counts. i'm not talking about friends.

everytime i can remember i pray for tyler, i have been really confused with what to believe lately and all i really have known for along time is this, so its all i really know how to do. but is there really an all powerful person who breaks half the worlds hearts because he makes someone die. i dont see little tyler playing hide and go seek with me anymore, or little tyler laying on my sholder watching tv with me, i see him in a hospital with tubes all over him not being able to be a kid. hes a fucking kid hes 8 god damn years old, WHY WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS! its not fair, i'm not going to know what to believe if some thing can take this little boy out of the world, out of life.

08:15 pm: fuck off

07:24 pm: i'm having one of thos days
i got my hair cut today. its short...really short but it'll grow back and i'm not to worried anyway cuz people a retarded anyway. i'm really tired long night last night early morning today

i cant stop thinking about the past again, just somehow people always pop into my mind then i cant get rid of it. but idk it shouldnt really bother me anymore, i'm much better than that and i have so much to look forward to in life and everything i will be doing in my future. i really cant wait until i can move out and be on y own. i mean i love my family but i want my independence back. i'll get it back just gotta prove myself again.

DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF...thats some good advice

often i htink aout tyler and i think bout how he will never get married never experance drugs or drinking then i think about how lucky he is. he will never have his heart broken by a bitchy girl. he'll never have to tell his parents he smoked weed. he'll never puke his brains out from drinkning to much vodka at a halloween party. hes not going to take after me, hes a much better person than i am and he will never have to go the wrong direction, he'll always be on the right track. until the day he dies...

06:59 pm: i went 1st thru 9th per today without talking! yea thats for all of you who said i couldnt do it i did.

that made my day

shit face ruinied my day. again. probably without knowing he did, cuz he doesnt notice me any way

i'm in love with laura